So now my cousin decided he wants to move into an apartment in scottsdale and rent out his house. MY mom was my other plan and I hung out with her yesterday and she was a total bitch and also said something about if I was to live with her she would want privacy when she had guys over and I would have to pay half and also clean. Than asked if I had ( Read more... )

I need a girls night out cuz Jason's going out with a friend and I'm finally free... now the problem is finding someone to go with and somewhere to go. Most likely I will hang with my mom but I want to stay out pretty late so I'M the one who had more fun. We'll see. It was just stupid the way he worded it like I couldn't find anyone to hang out

ok so he DEFINATELY made up for the fight which in actuality he was just trying to spoil me and I suck... but anyways he's been everywhere looking for a kitten for me today! He finally found a 6 month old kitten and last I knew he was at petsmart overshopping (he gets a little crazy) but it's sweet how much effort he put into this

I've just decided I'm going to need to kill Jason so nevermind the last entry!!!
I let him borrow my debit card to fix his truck (since his money goes into my account, but he also owes me thousands...) and he goes on a fucking shopping spree

it's ironic when I used to think I'd want a husband who would never be home so I wouldn't get sick of him. Now Jason is gone all of the time for work. We has gone 2 weeks ago in Vegas for 5 days, last week he was gone for 4 , and this week he'll be gone tuesday-friday again. He told me tuesday and wednesday at first than I called him and he said ( Read more... )

I'm disgusted with my body yet coninue to eat at work... this sucks!

I reaaaalllly want a good margarita right now and also to get the hell out of here

I'm debating on how low of a pay cut is worth a job I actually like? I'm so upset that I didn't get the F-ing job at biomat I'm sure they did a back ground check but I can have an interview set up to be a vet assistant which pays between 7 and 10 and hour... I could do $10. We'd be poor but I'd be happier I think

I have the kind of hang over that I want to throw up because of the taste of my gum. I'm surprised as hell that I only got a warning when I started my car. Yey for making it to work despite having a drinking problem

I now have had 2 cousins kill themself. One one either side. I was much closer to this cousin, he even lived with me for a little while. Unfortunately I couldnt stand him so I don't know how to feel what so ever. I feel terrible for not bawling over the loss of a relative.... I feel terrible for the rest of the family, his daughter will grow up ( Read more... )