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this old thing?
Stumbled upon this for some reason, wondering if people still posted to LiveJournal and then got stuck reading pretty much every old entry on here. I honestly cannot believe how much things change & yet how much they stay the same. Practically exactly nine years ago, I wrote about heartache and longing and confusion and here I am contemplating the ( Read more... ) -
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I know it wouldn't change anything. Intellectually, in my head, I understand that if we moved away, things would still essentially be the same. But, somehow that doesn't matter, and I still allow myself to dream about it. We are driving away, our lives in boxes neatly packed, lined up in the back of a U-Haul, a new life awaiting us. It doesn't ( Read more... ) -
My nursing story
When I found out I was pregnant, I never really thought very much about breastfeeding my baby. I knew my mom didn't breastfeed. When I asked her why, she said since I was jaundiced and she went home without me, they told her to pump at home and that just didn't happen. I never knew anyone who breastfed or had ever even seen someone breastfeed a ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Back to School
capeside high! oh, to hang out with joey potter and oogle at pacey & dawson! :) -
year end survey [stolen from sweetnsour4215]
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I simply can't shake the feeling of worry and dread. I am so nervous about starting to student teach. Although I have done all the work I need to do & I am ready to begin, I am just so scared about leaving Emily. I know it will be worse for me than for her, and she is lucky that she gets to be at home with Chris, and not have to have her routine ( Read more... ) -
but i got where i want it now ...
livejournal, my dear friend, where have you been? i suppose i have been busy, although, if you ever told me what i would have been busy with all this time, i never would have believed you. it's all been a blur, and yet it has made so much sense. that man i was falling in love with is now my husband, and we are the proud parents of a 13 week old ( Read more... ) -
i am almost 23, confused with all the lines in between...
i am still alive. i am still working at the day care [three months on wednesday & doing fine], i lost about 10 pounds [although i just ate an obscene amount of oreos], and i am falling in love with a boy who roller skates and colors with me & calls me his sunshine. who needs aspirations when you've ( Read more... ) -
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maybe i'm too independent for my own good. is it wrong to think that i would want to be with somebody not just for the sake of being with somebody? i'm frustrated with the idea that dave may simply be scared of being alone. in the long run, maybe it's because i'm just as scared of that. but as for right now, being alone doesn't make me bat an ( Read more... ) -
oops
sometimes i think that maybe i'm just kidding myself. why would i imagine that i could meet someone that wasn't a complete douche bag. i guess there's no telling what will happen now. perhaps this was the worst idea of all time.