I know I could never go back, I want to, I want to beg her to stop, to call over and over again. but the things she has said and put in her away shows me, she isn't in love with me. i cant keep going back to someone who can so easily say sucha shitty things. i might say things i dont mean but one things for sure and she even said so, ive gotten a ( Read more... )

I don't know why I bothered with someone who I knew from the start wasn’t ready or interested in a long term relationship. It takes commitment, compromise and a lot of hard work. And I guess the worst part about is I couldn’t ask for that from her. Most high school students want to fall in love, but it isn't a fairy tale or anything like it. There ( Read more... )

I think the message back to that kid was the dager in it all. The dager in my heart. A guy hits on her and she strikes up a conversation. It's always me calling her, always me talking about hanging out, and I'm only just being a pain in the ass, plus she'll find someone else before she knows it. I can't take the pain anymore, I've never hurt so bad ( Read more... )

I've waited to see if you care about you, and I have been waiting to long...you don't. I'm utterly speechless and sick because of all of this.

Maybe if I die, you'll find happiness Kayla.

I imagine hanging myself I can't do anything right why should I even try to be alive anymore. I cant take it, i dont do anything right, i dont say anything right, i'm not right i'm a huge fucking fuck up, i can't hand everyone getting pissed at me. I can't handle constantly fucking up. i'm not sure if i can go through with it, but i want to kill

worthless & you know it.

I'm just not meant for you.

Every day is a struggle for you. & I know just as well as you do, you've had enough of me, and you are done with my shit. There isn't much to say, but I'm sure I'll write a ton. You've left me again, pretty sure it's for ever this time. I don't blame you, I wouldn't like me either. I guess although I have the feeling in my throat and I don't want ( Read more... )

-I love how you are the only girl who can really make me laugh and not fake laugh, but REALLY laugh, because most girls are super annoying ( Read more... )