How can girls just give themselves to guys and think nothing of it? And why? especially when that guy has completely dissed them in the past? I think the whole idea is stupid. It makes me angry, very angry. So when she starts to complain about him.. ill say.. shut up because you brought it on urself. Sometimes I feel that girls ARE SO DUMB!! And ( Read more... )

 
So, I feel kind of weird right now, i have so much on my mind, it just seems like my fingers are doing the thinking, the words just leaking from my hands. Amazing how i can write like that sometimes. So confused right now. I like a few different people right now. One girl who is amazing to me, funny, smart, beautiful, witty, and so kind. My ex ( Read more... )

Someone help!!! lol I'm so bored, it's saturday night.. and what am I doing, sitting on my butt at home, bored as fuck! No car, some cash, and no friends to hang with, I guess i could call around, but i dunno.. i just want my car back!! I want to be able to drive around freely!!! I need to go out. haha I really want to go on a date.. but i got no ( Read more... )

So, last night was at a friends house, still am, and we had a party. It sucked at first, there were some first time drinkers, and they were all annoying, but once they got settled in, it was kool. It was a bangin partay yo lol I didnt get drunk, which im happy about, but i did make out with one of my friends, and no it wasnt to show off, or be kool ( Read more... )

 
Sitting here

Empty Room

So many people interfering

Intellegence at a loss

Crazy feelings, Mixed emotions

To where I go next, I'm not sure

Longing for peace, serenity, and love

Finding it nowhere, but in one

Can't get to him, just can't reach it

Trying so hard, but alway failing

So you come to me, here and now, this is the time

No home to be found, just a ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life, i feel like i dont have a home. If i go back to where my dad lives.. i will just be deeply depressed.. i can live with my sis, but she doesnt really have enough room for me. And right now, im living wiht my friend, and this definately isnt home. They say home is where the heart is.. thats just it.. my heart isnt in ( Read more... )

 
So I've had a horrible day.. got yelled at by my art teacher. Had some shit due that i forgot about, had an awkward conversation with a friend, and was told that my prom date can't make it, cuz she has to work and unfortunately couldnt find anyone to cover for her. Today, sucks! There is one person i do want to ask to prom.. but im afraid they ( Read more... )

 im feeling a bit blah and down, tired too. i just want my car back so i dont feel so stranded. at school the day wasnt bad, it was when i got home. so.. chocolate sounds good right now. lol eatig out of depression, how horrible is that, ick, i hate doing that. i am hungry though, but thats just cuz i havent eaten all day, i think i will have some ( Read more... )

 Sometimes, i wish i could sew up all the loose ends. I wishi could help all the people i so dearly care about feel better. I wish i could make everyone i know and love feel better, if that just by talking there probs out to me, i helped them in some way.. i would love it. i wish i could help everybody. All the lost souls, lonely hearts, devistated ( Read more... )

New, i just want to me someone NEW. tired of all the same people, all the pretending all the fakeness. I want someone New, someone who is interested in me, some one who has so many questions for me. someone who wants to know how i feel, whati want, my dreams, hopes and fears. I want someone to want to know about me, instead of me always be ( Read more... )