I'm sorry, but I just can't do it. I know some of you will miss seeing me and some of you won't even stay in touch anymore because this was your main means of doing so, but placid_embers is dead inside. This world was built of Carmel, and there's hardly anything left of carmel in my heart. Nicole held my heart for a really long time, and I've ( Read more... )

There's a good chance I'll be giving up my live journal, based on a few different things. First, I'd like to ask a couple of questions. Please respond, and please respond honestly ( Read more... )

Why me? Well, I guess atleast that's one less thing to worry about ever ( Read more... )

Hey, who want to see something partially disturbing and a whole lot of awesome? This is my list of the best movies I've seen. They aren't ranked in order, so don't get up in arms that something comes before something else that was obviously better. Or anything else like that. The basic criteria for making this list was that the movie has to be ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those days when you can't possibly imagine the world ever being bright again ( Read more... )

Hung out after hours at Purchase college friday night. Met a bunch of Devon's friends, ate terrible college food (worse than mine, which I am amazed by), and went LARPing. For those out of the loop, LARP stands for Live Action Role Playing. They basically have foam weapons, stuff they throw at each other, and they play characters in a story line, ( Read more... )

Hey, I'm just wondering, cause I'm a curious SOB, but ( Read more... )

"If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?"

(post this in your jouranl to see how other people respond)

You can't possibly imagine how nervous I am about posting this, because I'm really concerned about the things people are going to ask me. I'm a closed book about a lot of stuff, so I know people are itching to get certain things out in the open. Well, here goes ( Read more... )

Nicole, knowing you has been one of the most confusing and wonderful experiences of my entire life. You've given me more smiles than I know what to do with, you've kept me warm on some of the coldest nights. Remember standing together outside your mom's door, just the two of us and the falling snow? The laughter, the grins I just couldn't keep off ( Read more... )