Ok, i had an entry here, some of you read it some didnt. Whatever. It's gone now.

Well, i think i may just be permadestined for failure ( Read more... )

So anyway about all this, the complete full stroy. It's not really that long but here goes ( Read more... )

Well, sorry to disappoint but right when i thought i was home free, i come to find out she came out of a bad fuckin thing quite recently so all that is on hold ( Read more... )

So for the first time in a long time i have a reasonably sunny dispositioned entry ( Read more... )

Candice was texting me tonight, it was nice, i can tell she still cares, and as long as there is a little something in her that feels a little something to me, i can take some comfort.

I know I'd leave anyone for her, no one can ever compare. At least all is not lost, even though she's in florida.

can loniliness actually cause you physical harm?

i really have nothing worth it right now

things better change soon

Alright, i have had a serious serious streak of bad luck in the past few days. It's like a constant thing. From the bigger issues like blowing my tire on the interstate, candice moving away, and destroying my phone, to the smaller ones like missing out on tom petty and all this annoying band drama, bad luck has been infesting my life prett ( Read more... )

So i found out that candice is moving to florida. She's gonna go to school down there and stuff. She has already left to stay in terre haute for a couple days and then go south. I didnt get to see her, i havnt for like a month and a half, and now i wont for over a year probably...prolly a lot longer actually ( Read more... )

Well the good news is that the raw pain isn't a constant burden like a stomach ache anymore, but i still think about her constnatly, and when i see another girl or think of another girl fondly it only lasts for a second or two before i realize how much whoever it is sucks compared to candice ( Read more... )