what the fuck is wrong with people

new journal

username: hexokinase

or here it is

if you want to be added and aren't already, comment here, or there whenever i get around to putting up the requisite single public entry

I am also thinking about making a new journal or using the new name I made a while ago and never did anything with. I need something new. This journal has existed for almost three years. I need to start fresh, I need to know who is reading, I need to begin again ( Read more... )

Maybe I have tortured artist syndrome. You know, the one where the simple act of being happy makes you unhappy because so many sources of creativity disappear with the presence of happiness. And then without meaning to, somehow you make yourself unhappy again because that feels more productive, more right, than anything else. When the only ( Read more... )

i apologize for my lack of updates and my lack of ever commenting on anyone else's entries because i am a horrible horrible person. but i have been at my parent's house for more than two weeks now, and i really cannot handle this. kara went back to school this past monday so all i do is lay around, sleep, eat, and try to read some physics ( Read more... )

I feel so restless right now. I don't know what it is. And yet I know exactly what it is.

No matter how much I change, I stay the same. Although that's not the problem. More later.

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