Last night I asked her to marry me, her reply was yes ( Read more... )

I love you, hear me yell - for I love you more than anything, even though you are out of my reach, I know that the memory we have, the memory I have - is something so special. I would yell @ the top of my lungs and tell the world that you are my everything, that you make me complete, you make me smile - wider than I have ever smiled before. No ( Read more... )

I am writing this, for I was told that you'd listen ( Read more... )

Called her today, to only get distanced like responses, to questions I have had. She is long gone, for all I am left with is unanswered questions. I can't even call you a friend, more of an acquaintance.

I am bound to be alone, for the love I carry is so easily put away when thoughts of my father arouse. How much can a person hate their father? I don't know, I am not sure if what I feel towards him is ... hate. I just know that he was never really there, for his absence I have blocked him out completely. By doing so, for the part that he was ( Read more... )

I am lost, for my compass isn't working. My direction seems to be missing, for she will not return my calls. Yesterday, the phone call was ended with a hang up with no explanation. I hurt, for she isn't calling. My heart aches, as it shatters. I wish that I could tell her that I was upset about being hung up on, I wish I could tell her that I ( Read more... )

the threshold of falling in love has struck. for i feel that being with you is a must ( Read more... )

Alone, today - I felt, just that. I feel alone, without a person to hold - really, sucks. Have I become the person that needs a partner? Is it true, one can not travel this world, alone? I see you, when you aren't looking. This makes me, wonder if you are the person that I want to stand next to, to share the spotlight of your beautiful ( Read more... )

She read an email I wrote for her, she got teary eyes. Was this because the feelings she used to have for me, remains? She wrote me an email, where it made me smile, a smile that was tucked away for so long. Her beauty stuns me. I really do wish she was mine, I once had her - but couldn't hang on. I guess, I was too weak, immature - possessive ( Read more... )

Okay, today is the day that I can stand tall and tell you to go fuck yourself. I am tired of the head games and the fucking childish games. I am, to blame, for I put myself on the situation I am at. Fuck this unreal world, fuck this uncontrollable position I am in. I can't stand the sight of you, I can't stand the scent of your well being. ( Read more... )