You're a Romantic Kisser
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For the first time in weeks, I had a wonderful dream! It was so vivid and ( Read more... )

Its hard to be so alone. I've started to recognize something though; I'm lonely even when there are people around. I isolate myself in my mind. I always feel like no one cares and that the world couldn't care less about me. I feel like everyone's second choice. I'm no ones best friend. Alot of it is just me and my depression, and some of it is real ( Read more... )

I had yet another nightmare. This one was somehow worse than the others ( Read more... )

*slow nod* You know you've hit rock bottom when people make excuses not to talk to you. I guess I don't blame them. I just seem to rattle on and on about the whole Amy thing. *shrug* Yeah, I've found myself doing the same thing in the past. So...I will stop sharing my goofy sob story. It doesn't really change from day to day, and no amount of ( Read more... )

I had another dream. This one was hard to place though ( Read more... )

Amy,
I know at some point you will read this. I have to know a few things.

1. Did you tell your mother that you didn't care anything about me? If so, is that true? Did our friendship mean anything to you?

2. I have a feeling that you didn't write the no message/never message email, but I still have to ask. Did you send that email?

Where once was light ( Read more... )

I had the most terrifying series of dreams. I hope someone will be able to help me decipher them. I can’t even explain the kind of fear…they were so real ( Read more... )

I just received this...I...it hurts sooo bad! I want those burned up memories back...its all gone now though...my letters and emails...my pictures...what have I done ( Read more... )