MIKEY MIKEY MIKEY MIKEY!!!.... i can't wait for him to come home... yeah... i think i get to be the first one to hang out with him (well besides his mom). i feel so honored and shit. ok well i am in a better mood now i guess. but only cause i remember that it's like a 4 day countdown till i see my baby (my mikey-baby; not to be confused with my ( Read more... )

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the bad thing is i got "friends with benefits" but didn't like that answer... so i changed an answer (or two) and now i have the one the 'looks' better. haha. god that is bad. it's cause i want that "true romance" in my life, but damn if benefits aren't the way to go.

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i believe that redheads have more fun. i love having red hair - it just makes me feel sexy for some reason. like exotic or something. this is strange cause it's just a stronger version of the traditional irish hair... but yet sooooo much more. haha ( Read more... )

there is just something that he does to me that makes me feel so calm and peaceful. plus just being able to be near him and have his arms around me. hehe he watched aladin with me too; cutest movie and cutest guy ( Read more... )

i finally talked with him and he understood what i was saying. i never doubted that he would, but i still just couldn't ask him. i don't know...but i guess the other good thing is that mom and i were both insomiacs last night, but it was constructive. go to arlington to see this md/natural doctor and then on top of that get more massage/energy work ( Read more... )

what do you do when everytime you lay down to sleep, you start to cry? it's just wrong to live in fear of loving someone. isn't it?

why do i feel that i can't tell hi what i need from him to be happy. i need to feel secure and i know that is something he can always provide for me. yet i never ask him to just hold me, hug me. why am i so afraid to tell him. i guess i am scared he will see it as a sign of me falling in-love with him, and maybe i am, i don't know. all i DO know is ( Read more... )

so i went to the md's yesterday and i got meds... yeah... ya gotta love 'em. so all i have basically done is ummm, watched tv, slept, watched movies, slept, made hot chocolate, watched tv... and umm in between all that (every couple of hours) i take the lovely medicine that keeps me happy and not so shitty feeling. i can't wait till i am better and ( Read more... )