i think that lil crush is good and gone now. i'm not quite sure yet, but i think so. haha. the thing that has been re-assured for me is that i adore chris, whatever our relationship might be. it's really a great thing when you meet a person that can completely excite you, entice you, annoy you, and calm you all at once. people like that are very ( Read more... )

it's so weird. he's not my type and he's not a lot of things i usually see msyself being attracted to, but for some reason i have a crush. it's just a small one, but it is an actual crush. oh well, what can i do? i don't have the guts to act on it, so hopefully he might. oh god i hate doing this high school shit. well i need to get some sleep. ( Read more... )

i'm sick of the times when i can spend and entire day with him, and leave at night without even a kiss. i have my own issues with myself and my body without him adding to it. at first he was the only thing that would make me feel wanted. now, i can completely offer myself to him (including offering things that i don't like doing) and he can let me ( Read more... )

going out with my three favorite people today. my brother (bryan - 9), my sisiter (lyndsey - 7), and chris (20). not sure what the hell we are going to do today, but we are DOING SOMETHING!!! oh well. i think it's a good way to spend my last wednesday here. don't you?

ok i need to get my ass in the shower... why do you ask...

MIKEY IS HOME!!! i need to look my best. but i think i won't. i don't have the energy. haha.

call my cell if you want to join us (aka ethan - i know you're home alone) it's 508-414-1926... call and let me know

this just in:
update on kerry's burn;
she is still burned folks. this looks like a bad one.

going out with mom for the day. hmmm. we're not sure what we want to do, but we're going out anyways. i just don't want to be outside. actually i can be outside, just not in the sunlight. noooo more sun for kerry. just for a few days. haha. lobster read face and back. so much fun ( Read more... )

-well that was a fun weekend ( Read more... )

when did pink become a dominatrix?
how did i miss that?
seriously. dressed in all black and leather and licking a mans stomach.
what happened to her?

seriously ( Read more... )