Iv starts tomorrow and my weekend blew. Me and Nick fought basically the entire time because we both think we're cheating on one another. So today we try and resolve our problems and end up arguing and being smartasses to one another for about an hour on the phone...then I say "I'm coming over." I go over there and I'm still pissed....he eats salad ( Read more... )

Been awhile? Summer's basically over. My parents are at Martha's Vineyard so Nick and Kylie sleep over every night because honestly I'm scared to sleep alone. I remember when I was saying "oh yeah my cat's dying," yeah well seriously it did, so that's sick and sad. Sara got me a ticket for academy is in a couple weeks, I agreed because a concert is ( Read more... )

I would sleep for the rest of my life if I could. I cough, I sneeze, this sucks.
I don't want another job. If I can't even stand three hour shifts at KMart, how am I supposed to serve people food continuously for 5 hours?
Cancun is soon...about 30 some odd days...I'm ecstatic.

I don't enjoy feeling like I'm being left in the dark..about anything, and everything.

I realize that I am so excited to get out of lp, yet I'm only going to IV, this bullshit is going to continue for another year ( Read more... )

I don't really have anything to say anymore....I just can't wait for all this crazy madness to be over with.

I looked away ( Read more... )

I can't even explain what I feel. As much as I try to hide it, I'm not over it. I don't really know why it even hurt me so bad, it could have been a lot worse. There's too many things that aren't known, too many sacrifices I made and maybe I expected too much in return. Maybe that explains the empty feeling I have. I'm disappointed. I'm ( Read more... )

Saturday with nothing to do we decided on the drive-in. We packed up all the shit and left. We parked far away and got everything situated. Hitch I thought was alright but Nick said it was lame. It was a full moon last night and we were drinking. We left midway between the second movie. It was a lot more fun than being old.

I don't understand this whole new myspace shit. It just seems like a desperate attempt to get laid.