So I'm pretty much over being sick now. I still occasionally have a cough attack and then puke up mucus but not nearly as bad as I did. School was alright today...no big worries. I do have to finish my speech and research paper for tomorrow which is gonna really blow my load, but I'll get it done somehow. Tonight I want to go see the hills have ( Read more... )

Im so sick. Like sick sick. Normally I don't bitch like a pussy about being sick, but I'm going to because man oh man, am I sick. Anyways today Nick woke me up around 9 which enraged me because I didn't get 12 hours of sleep like he did, instead I went to grants which was basically a house filled with pot and other drug paraphernalia that I did not ( Read more... )

I've never been more annoyed in my lifetime. Everyone is fucking annoying me. I feel guilty because who am I to say other people are annoying, when really I would probably hate myself if I was someone else but honestly...I wish everyone would just shut the fuck up. I need to stop being so god damn nice to people and then maybe they'd leave me alone ( Read more... )

So last night was bad bad news. I drink then drink some more than me and nick goto arts and take shots. I scream at Nick for staring at wade's sisters ass in front of me, so I stare at Jack's ass because I can- I pass out on the way home. We get inside I seriously say: "For a minute there I just saw the light." Honestly I'm pretty funny. Anyways I ( Read more... )

So im all like "yeah dude I'm gonna get plowed tonight," and I did. Needless to say, I still got it in me. I'm still the same horny little girl, but I was good. Just hugged Andrew alot because it's andrew and I can. Anyways it was a good time. I beat Nick up and felt bad but oh well. Everyone deserves a little beating every once in awhile. Kylie ( Read more... )

Oh Valentines Day...I really do hate it. But I do receive things, which is awesome, and this year I did give some things, which made me feel good. Nick did too much for me, and I kind of felt bad. So last minute, I ran to good ole' same goody, and picked him up some cds I knew he had been wanting. Anyways, we goto Amici's and everythings all fine ( Read more... )

Andrew briefly informed me of how boring my life is. He's right but I don't give a fuck. I'm happy, and not a dirty whore anymore so I believe I'm following the right path. I left Nick's house in a rage tonight. Why? I have no idea. I'm bi-polar. He said one tiny thing to me, which was completely how I was feeling at the time, so I stand up, throw ( Read more... )

God I'm in that sick I'm so in love with my boyfriend deal. I suppose I enjoy it. I wouldn't mind if I never was with another guy again actually. Scary to say being as though I had a little trouble throughout the relationship. I just got fearful...loving someone THAT much scared the shit out of me so I tried to ruin it. But I couldn't, and I'm sure ( Read more... )

Bah is this it? I'm not ready. Or am I? I can't think about it. I wanted it yesterday, but today? No no, I'm too young. Is this called the "pre-cold feet?" Ah I'll find a way.

So Mashlin, yes Mashlin. My friends and I decide to take Monday, aka two days ago, off from the wonderfully and exciting IVCC and go to Chicago to see a concert at the Bottom Lounge. It begins with me sleeping a little later than I was supposed to due to my longgg weekend. Anyways I wake up talk to my mom for too long, throw on some clothes, find ( Read more... )