When I start to feel threatened, no matter how hard I try, I can never seem to not yell and throw a fit. Maybe I can be immature at times but by no means would I classify one of my characteristics as being "immature ( Read more... )

Maybe I jump to conclusions but sometimes people you think you know you come to find are really not what they seem. I don't know why you would think I would be okay with that but I'm not, obviously. I won't bring it up again to avoid a conflict because I know that avoiding conflicts is something your best at. I'll play that role this time though, ( Read more... )

I wonder what how the people around me handle me. They'll be times when I know I shouldn't say or act a certain way, but I do anyways. I have a problem with getting my point across without yelling or screaming-I can't seem to figure out what triggers it either. When I care so much about someone or something I tend to jump to conclusions and ( Read more... )

I have to have one, I hate not having it, even if no one knows it exists-It's better that way ( Read more... )

I'm done with this.

I sit with my eyelids half open praying I won't hear a loud voice in my ear and have my peace be disturbed. I hate smelling the cold and knowing it will never be over. I don't ever stop thinking, depriving myself of rest. None of this will stop, I strategically plan out how to work around it but I can't work around the feelings or emotions. I may ( Read more... )

I hate fighting more than anything in the world. Most of the time I'm pretty good about admitting my flaws and faults in a situation but I also am good at not dropping it. So I'm working on that. I'm fine with the only person I care about so anything else is just nonsense as far as right now is concerned ( Read more... )

School blows but only one more semester ( Read more... )

I was cleaning my room like mad yesterday and found a notebook from about two years ago. I read it all over and I really could have been diagnosed with something. I remember writing them all but it I also remember it wasn't ever like I had to think to write them, I just wrote down the thoughts that were running through my head at the time. One day ( Read more... )

I hate when I let little things bother me. It's not even a big deal but I just can't understand how so bluntly someone could contradict themselves. I used to be the type that always wanted what they couldn't have but I grew out of that. Maybe that's why I get so pissed when I look upon people that haven't. Everything meant nothing, so therefore it ( Read more... )