You want to know the truth? The truth is that I hate you. You stabbed me in the back. You were never there when I needed you. You took away my innocence. You killed a part of me. I hate you. You have sent me to the darkest corners of my mind, and I have survived. I am stronger now, and for that I should thank you, but that will never take away the ( Read more... )

I've been trying to hate her. Its not working. I want to make some music. I think that will help.

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I did something stupid. Very stupid. However it was just what I needed. The problem is that it could really hurt someone I am close to.

Fuck.

I'm sorry, and I hope you never find out who you are. I know you wouldn't forgive me, in fact, I don't think I will be able to forgive myself. But, what else is new?

Sorry I can't be more specific.

Ian

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On a short, cold day like this one a few things come to mind. One cold night in February a long time ago, choping wood so my family can stay warm, singing as loud as I can, jumping in a pool fully dressed to save someone, hiking to a bluff just to watch the sun rise, and a first kiss with a pirate. I love the fall. Everything comes to a close for ( Read more... )

I had a great day. A GREAT day. I love you all.

I can go.

I may not be able to go back to ods for personal reasons.

Anyone, Kill me.

One day you wake up for work, like every other day for the last nine months, and you say goodbye to your mom as she goes to work, like every other day for the last nine months. You get your coffee and take a shower. Your brother, whose birthday is in two days, is still asleep. The phone rings and you answer it. The voice on the other end is one you ( Read more... )