so things in my life are really weird right now. almost none of my friends who were friends with me during the school year are my friends now. it seems like the summer just started but its over halfway done. so much has changed since the last day of school. and i havent even been here most of the time. this is like the worst summer ever. and whats ( Read more... )

i saw a cinderella story today. lol i dont know how all of you can think that hilary duff is horrible. i love her. i dont know why. shes just so perfecting looking. in a conventional way. maybe if she had bigger boobs like lindsay lohan more people would like her. i personally think they're all posessed. how can they all be so damn perfect? i just ( Read more... )

its working good. the not caring thing. i have a few new things i like to say. 'whatever' 'thats nice' 'okay' 'fine i guess' 'i dunno' 'i dont care'.

only a few of you privilaged individuals will truly know what im talking about. and the people i want to understand, wont. life is fucked up that way.

i found a way to make it easier. and its not cutting yourself. not that i've ever done that. you just cant care. i think it works. you gotta make it real convincing though. something im getting better at.

i wish this was higher...lol

I AM 55% EMO!
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its been a while. but what the fuck. volleyball camp started today. hell. i gotta bounce around in short spandex though. i forgot how much i missed that. im leaving for san diego on saturday or sunday. im not sure. bye bye now.

i always get anna nicole smith and courtney love mixed up. does that happen to anyone else?

yesterday was ubber ubber fun. Taylor, Jesyka, and I went to water world. i went up to random guys and said, "i dont wanna know your name i just want bang bang bang". it was pretty funny. i just saw yellowcard's new music video. pretty dissapointing. i think that is why they are my guilty pleasure and i tell very few people that i like them. its ( Read more... )

well today was okay. i got more tan. thats neat. i saw mike today. his hair is black now. i didnt know this. he looks better blonde. i have nothing else. im too tired. im watching elimidate. its awesome. they're at this greek festival in belmont that i always go to. how fetch is that?

its still coming....im just waiting....so today is 4th of july. im kinda excited. bunch of people are gonna be at my house. im kinda excited. i wish i could have slept longer. im kinda excited. my head hurts pretty bad. im kinda excited. i have a huge crush on someone. im kinda excited. i thought he liked me. im kinda excited. but i dont think so ( Read more... )

today was so effing boring. this summer is turning out to be major sucky. i havent been to a show in 3 weeks. god i cant wait til warped tour next week. im gonna beat some pussy ass guys in the pit. you'll see. i still have bruises on my thighs form BFD. lol. how hardcore am i ( Read more... )

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