I have a secret and it hides behind my heart
laying naked next to you, it tries to travel out
"keep composed, some things should be left untold."
I'll graze my lips upon your cauliflower ear
"I still love you, dear."
only when I am dreaming.

Absolutely DREADING this Philosophy class tonight. Set aside I think philosophy in general is a load of bs, I can take it, but I can not take three hours of a lecturing old man thats about to croak at any minute. I'm sorry. Wait, no I'm not ( Read more... )

"My biggest fear in life: One day, I'll be scrolling through spaceghetto and come across some explicit picture of myself.

I think that is a major reason besides boredom that I check it religiously."The above statement was auto-saved god knows how long ago. Ha ( Read more... )

So, I've been jobless for about a week now and I am going FUCKING INSANE. I'm not a bum, I can't zone out in front of my TV for hours covered in potato chip crumbs. I have some promos lined up for this weekend. So, I'm psyched that I'll actually be doing something involving cash flow. As for the rest of the week, I'm fucked ( Read more... )

I am living the fucking dream, and I hope you are too. Life is way too short to be dealing with unecessary bullshit.

Dear livejournal,

I have a crush on a guido. He yells out things like "YOU ALREADY KNOW! and "DIS SHITS POPPIN!" and for some strange reason, I like it.

Hahaha, stone me please.

After many many months of not having a life and working my little [and adorable] ass off every day, I have reached a turning point. I purchased Prada eyeglasses and now my life can finally go on. This is just something I would like to make note of.

So, somebody give me a high five.

Come on, don't leave me hanging!

drinking my sorrows away again and again
oh, vodka, you are my very best friend.

I've been very irregular lately and I don't like it. I had to work all week at the crack of dawn, but it was just such a fucking relief I got to sleep in today... Well until 7 AM but I'll take what I can get. I had an awful dream about Matt and woke up in shock. Eventually, I came to and saw Matt's peaceful unconcious body. I kissed his shoulder ( Read more... )

I just want to go back in time and start all over. Back when my happiness was right in front of my face and I was too ignorant to see it. I want to take that other route and make the right decision, but it's too late. I missed the bus and it kills me. All I can do is blame myself and I wish I could tell you that I'm sorry.