i am my own worst enemy.
i'm the see-saw that's never level.
and i can't let anyone take me up for long enough to feel complacent. what is driving me so low when so much is going right?

and it's not you, not never. <3

i am happier coming back this time around.
i think it's the christmas coming.

:))))))))

i am cried out.

all in all, i guess my parents made a wise decision.

my stomach is in knots thinking about walking through the front door of my home.

please let this be easy.

in other news, i cannot wait to be wrapped around my baby.

ps- i hate that most of these posts is all about me being emo. ew.

i weave in and out of control, and the loneliness rolls in with the fog, and i wait for another sunny day.

i've never known living anywhere else before now. always been pretty sheltered, always abided by the rules ( Read more... )

i hope it's not true :/

lately i have really learned to put the negative things in my life aside and to take each day and use it however i choose. i am grateful to have such good friends to give me new experiences, creativity to explore different endeavors, and a sense of individuality to know when to separate my own feelings from others'. i have adopted a certain love ( Read more... )

taking naps at night is no dice. i couldnt be more in a state of confusion with what to do with myself. fine ill sleep. goodnight.

let me first start by saying that im a complete failure for waking up at 10:28 am yesterday to realize that i missed the radiohead ticket sale on ticketmaster. aghh my lifeeeeee ( Read more... )

how many songs ( Read more... )