Um, hello. This is awkward. The other day I had a random string of thoughts that led me to this one: "Remember when I had that livejournal? ...plasticcouch?" and here I am. I just read every entry from 2004 to 2008, when I was last actively writing here ( Read more... )

After all this time, I'm still the scientist. Lame.

Like anyone would be, I am flattered by your fascination with me ( Read more... )

I thought I'd try this thing out again, mainly because I left my journal in my car and I don't feel like going and getting it ( Read more... )

To end the misery that has afflicted the human condition for thousands of years, you have to start with yourself and take responsibility for you inner state at any given moment. That means now ( Read more... )

and when i see you ( Read more... )

i want to stay right here, until the end of time, until the earth stops turning.

please god, don't let me go backwards.

Ha, the last two entries are such contradictions.
That's all I really wanted to say.
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It is so apparent to me, at 1:20am on a Sunday that I have changed more in the past year than in the entire course of the life before it. I am steering clear toward the woman I've always wanted to be. Sure there are a million fantasies that never got realized but I have the rest of my life for that. I think I got the important things down first ( Read more... )

I don't know where I'm going. I feel more and more lately like I'm finding something really close to my true self, and then I have moments like this where it's almost like I'm being possessed by negativity. It won't last too long but I feel so down and I'm missing things from the past that I know deep down are not things I really need ( Read more... )