I am trying to develop a story that I can tell in comic-book format. Here is the outline, so far...

Premise: In the far future, the environment has finally recovered after a large-scale nuclear/environmental disaster. There are two major human civilizations: people who survived by retreating to high-tech underground tunnels, and people whose ( Read more... )

When I look at other peoples' photo albums on facebook, I feel jealous of the extremely fun lives they are having - travelling, wandering, friendship, goofy photos, adventuring in the outdoors ( Read more... )

Something I wrote a month or two ago ( Read more... )

You know what, I can't spend my time worrying about this. I can only control my own actions. No matter what strategems I use, it's his decision and I can't spend all this effort trying to figure him out. There was more texting today, along the same lines, and I told him I'd call probably him in a few weeks.

In the meantime, gotta get my head

Whenever I think of him with sadness, I tell myself, "He's not dead... he's still alive, he still exists, he's still a good person, and is probably happy and enjoying his life." It's a difficult thing for me to separate love and admiration from possessiveness. I don't mean that I act overly possessive when I'm in a relationship, but I mean that ( Read more... )

I had a half-awake dream where the love I had given came back to me, in the form of a bird flying back into my ribcage, from where I had chosen to send it. I think the bird was grey-coloured rather than white. It was an encouraging, sponaneous metaphor that arrived in my head like an image ( Read more... )

I think I've done enough analysis and had enough post-breakup communication with my ex-boyfriend to understand the situation. I can actually see things from his point of view, that even though there were basically no problems in our relationship, and he appreciated how I treated him, he still wasn't ready to be in a relationship, and didn't think ( Read more... )

So I only post on livejournal when I'm really happy or really upset. To me it's just a depository of emo, made for the pitifulness of a diary entry, but pseudo-public ( Read more... )

I copied this quote down from a library book. This text is super disgusting and gruesome, but also extremely hilarious and fascinating to me ( Read more... )

I'm super happy in my new apartment!! It's less than 200 square feet, the floors are creaky and slanted, the shared bathroom is in the hallway upstairs, the tap drips, and I don't really have a proper curtain yet, but the vibes are good. I just love being here ( Read more... )