uuuuuuuuuuuughhh, why do i feel so drained?  i've been doing nothing.  not even my homework.  and every time i try to do my hw, i just get confused immediately and give up.  where the fuck does the time go anyway?  i want that shit back.  i just sat here for the past hour and wrote a fucking resume.  that's not good.  i want to be a little kid ( Read more... )

bbbbleaaeuggghhh.  i've been incredibly unproductive lately.  it's quite sad.  though not depressing.  just sad.  my rate of activity seems to have slowed to a crawl.  though maybe not quite as slow as the internet i have here at my house.  i need the kron net.  it's faster, which makes the internet much more satisfying.  it doesnt give me any ( Read more... )

i'm astounded at how far the knife can be twisted.

i think my new plant is on its death bed.

i was bored today, and didnt feel like reaching out to anyone, so i sat about and watched my phone not ring.  then i ate some cookies and wore warm socks.

i did this thing in my sketchbook.  it rivals a fingerpainting.

does anyone know the phone number for lacuna inc?

so, i wonder, if you want to crush someone and be unmercifully mean to them.....is that something you should be sure you really want to do before you actually do it, or should you just kinda wing it?  i don't really know ( Read more... )

i'm tired, and i have an exam tomorrow, so why can't i sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.  i think i need a lobotomy.  where is the on/off switch for my brain, i wonder?  it's bad enough that i have the fucking test weighing on my conscience, but the fact that other shit i've been dealing ( Read more... )

i miss-clicked on update journal.......soooo...yeah.

i don't understand.  i simply don't get it.  do you get it?  i don't.  i'm confused.  i don't get it.

you know....i just cant fucking do this anymore.  i cant do any of it.  if you post a comment for this enrty, i will kill you.  but dont worry, i probably cant do that either.

same time.  woohoo for having to have to go to class in a few hours.  that was a lie.  i think i forgot to eat dinner.  but i had 1/3 of a can of tuna at about 12 am or so.  that shoud count.  i hope this weekedn is good and stuff.  and stuff stuff stuff.