Oh maaan, I miss Pascal. And I think I'm seriously getting anxiety again. I don't like this whole "I feel like I can't breathe" business. I think I'm beginning to really understand Pascal and his actions. I feel so much heartache and pain at not even being able to talk to Pascal. I don't even ahve a phone. I mean, wtf, seriously? I love him so much ( Read more... )

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Is it just me or have you noticed that Star Wars is a male Soap Opera?

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I have learned: Don't let fear take the fight out of you.

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...I sometimes really hate running into people from my old middle school/high school. I get looked down on like I'm still that dorky, uncool girl. Talk about awkward!  I ran into some of them and I totally got looked down upon by some of them and it was an awful feeling. I just wanted to say my condolences on the death of their cousin. People like ( Read more... )

Lord I am so damn frustrated! I hate being a part from my husband! We hate it hate it HATE IT. We belong together. We're perfect for each other and I can't enjoy him now.

Well, if you didn't know, Pascal didn't come back with me. We want to get his green card first while he works in Germany until he can come over. But this is just getting ( Read more... )

I am back home now. I got back on Monday at 7:30pm. The flight was good. I flew with Air New Zealand. I watched Kung Fu Panda and read a book and slept most of the time. It was hard saying goodbye to people, but it was also the easiest because it wasn't "goodbye" it was more like "see you later," which I told people. It was, in fact, the easiest ( Read more... )

It was my burfday saturday! weeee!