Anyone still out there? Hello, from 2021.

PLAY THE GAME, THE GAME GETS PLAYED

I've murdered myself in hope of better days.

These walls surround me
And yet I am everything

I would like to change bodies like I change clothes.

The random and surreal stalk me these days.

I'm on the phone with my mom.
She got beat up at a bar.

I think I'll check that off as random.

Oh, this old journal makes me smile smile.
I used to write so well.

With a heart so pure ( Read more... )

I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
As we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight
So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss
And in case you
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
i'm sorry i broke into your journal ( Read more... )

I won't be using this journal anymore.
I'll start using it again when I want a LiveJournal.
And January comes to an end with this:
How many special people change ( Read more... )

I'm not happy, and I feel so alone.
So fucking alone.

I think I'm going to start looking for someone.

I should never have come back here.
Flagstaff was for me.

Also, don't expect anything from this journal for the foreseeable future.

Silence is the most perfect expression of scorn.

im freezing.
youre freezing.