I'm not sure there are words that will correctly describe what I'm feeling and what has been going on.

I feel trapped by my own feelings and my own tongue; I can speak none of it to anyone.

I want to sleep and not wake again.

amoureverre: Given how you feel, I wanted to say goodbye.
hoshizora hyde: Why? Are you doing the world a favor and killing yourself? :-)
amoureverre: I really have no idea what it is I've done to you lately to warrant feelings like this.
hoshizora hyde: And I have no idea why you're still talking when you said that you wanted to say goodbye! :-)I ( Read more... )

taking one day at a time
each moment spent not voicing my heart's words
i add a bar to my prison door

there's a tremble in the air, not because i sigh
boxed in, there are fingers that seek to rip out my tongue
unless it is used as a means to their own ends

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Perhaps it would be better that way.

Perhaps you really ought to leave me behind you.

Lies ( Read more... )

Exhale.

I was foolish to think that there would be a change ( Read more... )

I did gain weight.

I'm going to count this as a gain. ... No pun intended, really.

... Yes, going now.