so yea yesterday at work i was using a saw and for some reason it kicked back and the blade hit me right in the face. splitting my top lip wide open all the way through. yadda yadda yadda ot rushed into E.R. and had to get all sewn up by a plastic surgeon. so now i'm off work for a bit and am bored out of my tree. yall should stop by and hang ( Read more... )

i can't sleep and my head is going to explode with all these thoughts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

so what have all of you been up too lately? not really much at all goin on here other than well nothing since i got laid off last wednesday. so basically if anyone wants to hang out at all you need to just let me know when and where lol.

sincerely,

Dale

i know i haven't been the best friend, role model, father, brother, or son. and for that i send you my most sincere apology. to all of you that i've let down, i'm sorry and i promise it won't happen again. to my parents i'm sorry for always pushing the limits when i knew they didn't need to be pushed, and for always questioning everything you ( Read more... )

hello to everyone!

i haven't used this thing in ages. so hows everyone been? not too bad here. i've recently been addicted to myspace and yea thats pretty much consuming me lately and i don't know why. but anyways if any of you have an account on there you all should add me as your friends my email is plattnum@sbcglobal.net so search for me!

wow so i feel like an awful person/friend. i have been so consumed with myspace that i forgot about this damn site lol. so what have you all been up too? oh not too much here just the same ol same ol. i am working down in belleville a little town an hour and a half away from here so i have three hours a day in a car so all of you should give me ( Read more... )

on these broad shoulders i carry the weight of the entire world. how do i deal with that????? honestly i know i don't litteraly carry the burdens of everyones worries and troubles. i odn't mind it at all i really don't i enjoy helping someone else. but it always seems liek that when it's time for someone to bare some of my weight that they turn ( Read more... )

alright so i know i shouldn't but this entire evening all i've done is sit back and ponder and question every mistake i've ever made. i don't understand it i really don't. i replay and replay and replay every instance of it and i still can't come up with a reason why i did what i did the way that i did it or even a single reason for it. it's mind ( Read more... )

every move is followed by a question, and i hate it. why can't i just do something for me no questions no second guessing. just going on pure instinct and that gut feeling that i've missed. in the past oh six years i haven't had that feeling. but then all of a sudden there it was. a sudden impulse just to do it no hesitation and in an instant pure ( Read more... )

well wowsers has it been absoulutely forever and an effing day since i've written in this damn thing. so first off i'd like to apologize to all of my friends that keep in touch with me only through livejournal i miss you all ( Read more... )