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[play_for_keeps8]

This may be the first time I've posted in this thing for my own sake as opposed to just wanting others to see what I have to say...this is whats on my mind and I need to get it off my chest...Each day thousands and thousands of new children are born and for every new baby there is the death of someone else. There are constantly new people being

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[laura_ismyname]

Zach, I am so sorry. Reading all that brought tears to my eyes. I hope you're okay. Love you. <33

[soccerblondie61]

Wow, I never realized things were so hard. I knew that it was rough when he was sick, and especially after he died (I rememeber that day vividly) but I didn't realize things were so rough while he was sick. You and your family were in my prayers during the time your dad was sick, and especially after he passed away. I doubt that helps any, but just know that you can talk to me if you want. I probably wouldn't be of too much help because I've never lost anyone close to me, but it sometimes helps to talk.

[simplyxstellar]

zack, that was beautiful, reading it made me cry. I'm not going to say that I'm sorry it happend, even though I am, 'cause you get sorry a lot. But, whenever you're sad zack, you can talk to me...I'm always here for you no matter what, and I'll try to give the best advice possible to you. i love you.

marianne.

[thecheat86]

that last bit there, the ending, were not the words of a freshman in highschool, or even a freshman in college. it wasn't until the end of that that i started crying, and its because you're right, we have to take advantage of what we have with people. my family is in tatters right now, and all i do is stand here with my hands in my pockets waiting for something to happen. you're a freakin inspiration, kid, and i love you more than you know. you probly don't want to hear this, but you sounded like your brother, back when he used to help me through the tough times.

thanks zack

[raraavis292]

When we loose someone, especially someone we love, you will never be the same, you are not whole, there is a part of you missing. you will not be the same, the diner plate settings the everyday laughs and things are gone. You said you will never get over it...in time the pain will become less and less trust me as your learn to do life again and embrace it for all its worth and soak yourself into the poeple you love and cer for. Sometimes the pain in life there are no words to express how to deal with things but i do know after loosing loved ones in time your wounds will heal. you will always miss yor father but you eventually will regain what you had, it will just be different. Lvoe happiness and all that other stuff they still exist and will come your way. Dont ever give up

feel free to tlka about this more so you don;t bottle up it all the time. trust me home boy you got my ear any time you need it...and a hug for ya as well. luve ya buddy

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[dancewmoonlight]

First, it's strange to think that the journal you wrote for yourself got everyone talking, but onto the point. I have to say that it's pretty cool though because I know people who lost people and just went completely depressed all the time sulking in corners and stuff. It's good to know that God is on your side and it shows because your happy.. even to do 321 Penguins that summer = þ. But ya...

-Charlotte