I am mad at everything. Mad at work, mad at Kim, mad at Sarah mad at my sister... Just mad. Something is missing and I don't know what it is. I need to figure it out. So i figure a fast is in order. I am 251.... sick and figure a fast will help me see things clearly. I look good but still need to shead more pounds while maintaing my muscle ( Read more... )

Had my appendix removed, can't get over Heather even though I don't even like her... Kiss kim tonight... which was amazing. We had such a great time. She has been really nice and special to me these last two months. Sarah and I are coming to an end because she can't pull the trigger and leave her husband.

It was the year I worked and worked out. Though I added close to 15 pounds these last two weeks, over all I got down to 227. I dieted and even stopped smoking for a minute. I settled down and dated a Jenn, until she became a cunt and cheated on me. She treated me like shit and it took me a long time to realize that I belong in the service of a ( Read more... )

If there's anyone at home at your place, darling ( Read more... )

Sleeping leads to nightmares because I never can forget. I'm dreaming of warmer days as the winter closes in. I wasted a wish that you would be my last first kiss. But I dream of so much it’s virtually pointless. I dream of purple and pink skies, of days where a quiet blue laid to rest the waste of darker days. And my dreams collide with ( Read more... )

“Meg was going to have to learn for herself what Laurie had figured out over the summer - that it was better to leave well enough alone, to avoid unnecessary encounters with people you’d left behind, to not keep poking at that sore tooth with the tip of your tongue. Not because you didn’t love them anymore, but because you did, and because that ( Read more... )

The beauty within you....always made me want to love you more.... I always believe in something It was you ( Read more... )

Don't you know baby i'm a leading man ( Read more... )

We were a wish that formed on far flung stars. And the rain that fell, like kisses in the dark,felt but not seen too clearly. Writing an elegy to a love which lost its spark all too soon ( Read more... )

I'm crying iciciles instead of tears. Don't understand where Jenn is, she has become distant to me.