heyyyy i just woke up and im hurtin like a motha fucka!! omg! u like dont even know...i had practice last nite ya know and ya sum of them girls suckkk!!! holy shit and sum of em got BAD attitudes and needa get their asses kicked if they dont straighten up!! like amber shes like "well y dont u guys let me pitch" and i was standin on 1st and i was ( Read more... )

i dont mean to sound like im complainin but im not....but im really havin a hard time right now...a lot of shit is bringin me down, like into a depression... ud never think i was, by this happy mask i put on but im very depressed. My dad is really gettin bad....his moods and actions sumtimes r so bad that they scare me....please aunt ann if u read ( Read more... )

well its friday and im sittin at home as usual. im such a loser i have no life. im prolly gon get wasted or sum shit. not sure exactly.... i should be out right now walkin my dog..its so beautiful out and me and her need the exercise... hah naw fa real we do. imma prolly do dat real soon.... oh yay tomorrow is saturday and SOFTBALL PRACTICE:):) ( Read more... )

DAMN MR WELLER!! FUCK YA :) LMAO

well its been a pretty uneventful week i must say.... this spring break i did like absolutely nothin.... well wedesday i did the pitchin coach and thursday me and mommy went over to Pams and then out to lunch with Pam,Rachel, *MIKE* and georgie!! omg mike has grown up sooo much!! god damn!!! hes like hott now!! heh ne ways we ate up at Lapita this ( Read more... )

well its beena couple days since ive written in here. ive been at my mommys for a few days and im goin back there in like 2 hours. well lets see what have i been up to.........well easter i went to church with my mommy in the mornin and my aunt claudia and my aunt nat and uncle leee were there it was good to see them again. i wasnt really ( Read more... )

Well i had a really bad night last night.:( All through my life i have just lost people. When i was 4 i "lost" my dad to bi polar manic depression, then he left. After my dad left my mom like went crazy, i dont have the strong relationship with my sister ne more and i need her more then ne thing.... i lost a whole bunch of ppl i loved to death, i ( Read more... )

t so muCh to LovE you The waY thaT i Do...AnD theN loOk at You And ReALiZE how much u dont EvEN care ( Read more... )

god damn im soo fukkin bored and wtf happened to marrissa she like *poof* dissapeard!!!!ill call her if i can find the number!! BLAH ( Read more... )

well last night was very uneventful. my dad went and did laundry for like 3 hours i was just like wtf dad u loser! i talked ot kelly for like ever last night and sum chick IMed me and supposedly was jessica sayin how i lied about a bunch of shit and all that and i was just like ya whats ur cell number and she said she couldnt give it to me so i was ( Read more... )