It's so hard to say "I love you", and not draw back in tears. Its so hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears. Its so hard to know the phone's at reach, but I cannot hear your voice. Its so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside. Its so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide. Its so hard to live ( Read more... )

See, I dont know why I liked you so much ( Read more... )

*things i hate*

*things i love*
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ya im sure yall r like "this girls a loser" well i am a fukkin loser and proud and u gotta a fukkin problem wit em get tha fukkk out!!!!!:)

have a lovely day

xox

ehhh what up do?!?! its thursday and wooo im sooo bored!!! i had a 1/2 day today woohooo for me!!!:) i didnt do shit on my half day though i went with my daddy! hes so fukkin retarded he like dances and shit like u know the endin of the d12 my band video where Ems all in the mexican shit my dad dances like that!! heh hes so crazy! im goin to be ( Read more... )

tonite is the night i put all my past to rest all the pain and tears all go to rest tonite..... i just hope i can do it....

Rest.In.Peace
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Nobody told me ( Read more... )

well i just got home from cyns house!! JESUS CHRIST ITS FUKKIN CHAOTIC OVER THERE!!! i prolly didnt spell that right but oh well!!!! cyn died her hair she looks so hott now! we just sat around and shit laughin and all that then me and riss just sat upstairs and talked shit about dani salano **cough SLUT cough** haha n then we ate this bitchin mac ( Read more... )

well i was layin in bed last night and i started thinkin.....u know how i think im really sad because im not with John well thats not it at all...i think what hurts the most is i know hes gonna be with sumone else and im never gonna have him again...thats what hurts the most i think, and how i know that sumday he'll be tellin me how hes with this ( Read more... )

when It's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.