i feel like dying ( Read more... )

do i go with what is making me happy today and now that may not turn out...

or with what will be better for me in the long run that i have been trying hard to work on which i know will last if i try?

ugh.

yah im alive
just in case you were wondering

oh man well lets see i go out to a show on saturday night and on my way home tipsy biking i get hit by a car. that drives off like nothing happened. hurt like hell but i was in shock so i go to bed after i walk my bike home. next morning i cant get up and i call my doctor pops to come over and he takes me to the ER. i am screaming in pain freaking ( Read more... )

so much of him
every night

we need our space

exclusively  "dating" the same guy for 5 months and STILL not my  "official" boyfriend.
i cant tell if im just being weird or paranoid.

hum
saw jackass 2 with cole last night after we had some Chopstix
a lot of people i knew were in the theatre
it was great. not as good as the first but still amazing

humm work is ( Read more... )

great weekend in tally
i was the DD the entire trip
but it was still fun doing cartwheels in my underwear on audreys lawn
and going to Moes after the game got out to laugh at drunk people
mmm jennys lunch box and bacardi citrus
and listening to Elvis Castello for hours

<3 i love those ladies<3

7:23

my favorite date and numbers
yup

so this weekend was incredible!
it was steve and lisa's birthday and we had a "Virgopalooza" in honour of them
steve turning "24" .. ehhhh really 34..shhhhhhhhhhh
and Lisa was 23!
the best possible people i could imagine showed up. although i wish cole stayed longer... he had to work early.
fucking adult!!!!!!
Ana never ( Read more... )

first day of work tonight at the gelato company. should be pretty awesome.
steve and i are seeing eachother again.... its gooood.
in other news cole made me a bff CD and it made me cry when i listened to it.
i love him :)

suicide girls photo shoot next week.
yup.

finally got those postal service lyrics tattooed on my ribs ( Read more... )

i miss him
 i miss him 
i miss him

BLAHHHHHHH drunk dialing

story of my life.
why do i call exes and not friends who would appreciate the 4 am wake up call of me all hopped up on sparks?