maybe i should put my friends faces on the back of milk cartons
then people can contact me and tell me where they are 
because i cant seem to find them in this 20 mile diameter of land called gainesville
the city of trees

i just saw cole shave.
finally after a month
i was the only witness
now he looks like "a turtle without its shell"
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i need some good conversation
some uplifting thoughts
something new to talk about
(or just someone to talk about all of these new thoughts with)

i smell like fresh squid and there is dried up filo dough under my fingernails
i have worked everyday the past 2 weeks except for last saturday
at least now i have "bonjour" money as steph and i like to call it

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i like these pictures a lot
some are old. some are new.
some are borrowed. some are blue.

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i got in a knife fight with myself last night.

i lost

im crazy about him... still.
i am not interested in ANYONE else.
(contrary to popular belief)
these past two years have been so FULL
i feel like my conscience is going to burst with (bad?) memories

where has everyone gone?

last night was incredible
tina and ana and i got my bike back!!!!
yes!!! my bike that was stolen back in feburary!
steph and i found it locked up in front of someones house. 
we used a gardening tool and horse hoof clippers to break thru the cables
it only took 20 minutes
and lots of sweat 
but we did it

"breakin the law!! breakin the law!!!!!!!!!!"

i found the CUTEST website ever today
www.indiefinds.com
saw it advertised in BUST magazine

blah.
i havent gotten new clothes in over a year.
i guess that doesnt really matter.
but im girlie
and i like new cute things.

worked this morning
ripped some heads and beaks off some squids and put them in cream.
sliced a bunch of cheese.
made some bad ass food.

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cole and i got a huge pizza and ate it by lake alice last night at sunset.
we didnt wait for the bats to come out though.
we kept yelling at the alligators and the birds 
"EAT ME! PECK ME!"
had a staring contest with about 60 fish

last night was pretty fun
got into CG's free
dear and glorious were great. duh.
i didnt watch minus the bear 
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thank you
thank you birds for being fat and cute and chirpping outside my window
thank you cupcakes for being so delicious, no matter what flavor you are
thank you needle artists for putting these permanant pretty colored scars on my body
thank you Huffy 314 pink road bike for giving me some kind of a freedom that i need now more than ever
thank you LA ( Read more... )