I am just writing in here to reflect i guess. I have been so busy. I got a job at Texas Roadhouse. Yay! for me. I am poor and need money. Any one want to donate to the help a girl out fund??? I dont know what else to really say except school is running me raggid... and Steven is being Steven. I think I love him more and more everyday. I am not sure ( Read more... )

Sitting on a bench ( Read more... )

Alright everyone starting college made me realize alot of things about me....first off..... The world is alot bigger than what I imagined. Secondly college is harder than anything else that you will ever attempt to do in your life(most likely). Third, college made me realize that I don't know who I am. I see all these people with their "own" style ( Read more... )

Well.....Today I woke up at like 8AM and decided that I needed to go home and wait for my precious laptop, which by the way I am on now....yay! I waited all fucking day for it to not arrive until about 6:30 at which time I preceeded to jump up and down and scream shouts of joy at my dog. As of now I am at Steven's laying on his bed..... His ( Read more... )

If anyone else has noticed I usually don't write in here until i am mad and upset.... Sad isn't it? Well Steven is freaking out cause I raced with some guy. It is so fucking stupid I just want to shoot myself. I am sick of him not being able to trust me. I started to cry when he hung up the phone, but then I thought about it..... and just said FUCK ( Read more... )

"She Will Be Loved ( Read more... )

Yeah, me and Steven are doing fine until he starts pissing me off. I just want to choke him right now. This is BS. I need a best friend that I can talk to, but luckily for me I have none. Anyone out there know what it is like to love someone and be faithful to them, and everytime you turn around they are suspecting you of cheating on them?? Can ( Read more... )

I went up to Toledo today with my dad. I slept most of the way there. Friday I went out with Steven and Greg. We drove around for a while and Greg screamed out the window at people. It was funny as hell. We went to a coffee shop.....BAD IDEA..... Giving the guys caffine just made them drive me even more nuts than before. I thought I was going to ( Read more... )

I'm just sick of the arguing ( Read more... )

BlackSun502x (12:56:16 PM): u awake dude ( Read more... )