so this whole keeping-track-of-how-many-cigarettes-i-smoke thing is a little harder than i thought it would be. I was doin alright for the first two days of it, but then there was a party and i drank a bit, smoked a bit, smoked a bit more...i lost track of how may cigs i smoked as well as how many i bummed out to people. I think i need to just ( Read more... )

Of the 40 cigarettes i started out with on tuesday, I have 11 left. I smoked a few before work, and probably about 7 while at work. Yesterday, I smoked one around 2pm when i woke up briefly...went back to bed....smoked one when i got up around 5:30pm...smoked after i ate, smoked on the way to play d and d. Had about three smoke breaks during d ( Read more... )

well, i've been trying to think of a way to write in my journal more often, but i never seem to find anything to write about. either i'm really happy and so don't feel like writing stuff....or i'm in a bad mood and don't think i should write stuff because it'll just be negative and not worth the time. I decided to kill two birds with one stone by ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since i've written anything...but i think that's just because i've been so busy having fun...and gettin' fuuuucked up. I think i'm finally caught up with school and sleep, so that's good. It's hard to believe that it's nearly june. The last two summers during college have always gone by soooo slowly and somewhat painfully. This ( Read more... )

I have had such a good week. Really really good...the kind of week that lasts about a month, and feels like just a week. I was all giddy and dazed until last night, when i realized that rent was due and it was already 1 am....then i started to stress about all the crap i have to get done...had trouble sleeping because i was making lists in my ( Read more... )

yeah...so i'm not going home this week...i will have to go home another weekend this summer...it's seems like nat's birthday was just yesterday...this week has flown by. I'm not sure exactly what all i've been doing, but i think i got at least some of the shit done that i needed to. I still have to get a few more things done before summer session ( Read more... )

So, i'm heading home tomorrow...kinda don't want to go...but i wanna see angie as much as i can, and i need to do fafsa stuff with my mom. And it's good to see family every so often. I'm sure once i get there, i will be glad to be home. So much to do here though. Anyway...i gotta write about jim and his joyful drunken rants tonight...he's so ( Read more... )

1. NATIVE AMERICAN NAMES ARE VERY DESCRIPTIVE (DANCES WITH WOLVES, LITTLE BIG MAN). WHAT SHOULD YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME BE, AND WHY? Quiet one, unless you know me ( Read more... )

Where have all the days gone...it seems like april fools just happened last week. This month has been the most hectic, exciting, stressful, and enjoyable one i've had in a long long time. Lately, i've been spending most of my time with my head in the clouds. It's really fun, but it leaves me with a lot of stuff to get done back in the real world ( Read more... )

So it's like a quarter after 1. I have to finish my case study, start and finish my theory and practice journal from the high school visits, and finish my watercolor, and i am stiiillll procrastinating. I have to have this stuff done by 8 am, and yet i am still not worried about finishing it...i am such a horrible student. All i've been doing is ( Read more... )