Even snakes get a new skin

[pleadingthe5th]

I don't like how I turned out right now. There are a lot of little things I wish I could do over and take back and none of them are the obvious thinge either. Sometimes character traits are meant for characters..like the kind onstage or in day time TV, not living, breathing, feeling people. At least not the people that want any friends. I guess

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[herestogoodbye]

You know, I definately get that feeling too (that I don't like how I turned out). It's funny and odd and rather heartbreaking to realize that the little decisions you make every day shape the very person you are, and sometimes not in the way that you wish you could be shaped.

However, regardless of any of that, I just hope you know that I respect you so much... your talent and will and indomitable spirit. Given, I don't know you that well, but I still see it in your eyes... this fire that I admire, respect and envy. Don't ever lose that.

I doubt you've used up all your shots, and I'm all for progress, but know that you aren't alone or so f-ed up that no one likes you. I like you. :-)

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[pleadingthe5th]

Thanks. I needed to hear that. And I guess you don't have to be related to a person to understand the feeling. I guess the first step is recognizing you need to change a bit and than trying a different method after that.
I'm glad you like me. I like you too.