Incredibly twitchy, which may or may not be due to recent horrible eating habits. Or perhaps recent horrible depression. Weekend was excellent, including awesome concert, but depression quickly returned. On Sunday night I stupidly forgot to take my traz--how?! How does someone forget to take four of her fifteen nightly pills? Anyway, I fell ( Read more... )

Saturday. Today I'm working at DG from 9am-1pm, because B was going to work from 9am-10pm, and I told her she's not allowed to kill herself with all this work. I'm happy to do it. It's only four hours, it's tip money, and I have the rest of the weekend to do what I want. Last night I went to dinner at N's, from the synagogue, and it was ( Read more... )

Was able to get through the weekend without seeing anyone negative. It was so great to see L--I didn't realise how MUCH I missed her until I saw her on Sunday. And then A and I went to Cville on Saturday, which was a lot of fun. I bought some great summer clothes and shoes, which I really needed. And I got this fabulous Brandi Carlile CD that I ( Read more... )

Exhausted. On Monday morning I went into work at about 6:30am, because I had to leave for a dentist's appointment at 3pm and I didn't want it to look like I was slacking after taking two sick days. So I work, go to the dentist's, then meet with the rabbi, then scarf dinner, then go to Judaism, talked with Rabbi Joe afterwards...and didn't get ( Read more... )

I really thought that I was going to escape that damn flu-y thing that's been going around. I thought I had just squeaked by. But no. I woke up this morning with this sexy/painful raspy rockstar voice, which escalated into a hacking cough and body aches and feverish behaviour. I left work at 1pm, went home, and watched some old Cosby Show while ( Read more... )

At the library. I've lost 5lbs this week, and my jeans fit again! They still don't fit quite the way I'd like them to, but I can get into them and sit comfortably! So that makes me very happy. I find that I have a much smaller appetite and that I don't crave the sweets and other things so much. I think I eat less because I'll think I'm hungry ( Read more... )

Another successful day. I feel so much better, too. Worked out this morning with client and totally kicked butt on the elliptical machine. Tomorrow we're working out again, and we're going to do the weights as well as cardio. Also, I've broached the possibility of group pool exercise classes with her. I'm not into being in that pool AT ALL, ( Read more... )

Eating plan is going very well, although it's really only the first full day. I have stuck to nothing but fruits, veggies, and rice today. And I went to the Y this morning to work out--and I'm going tomorrow and Friday with a client. So that'll be great. I was a little worried about Shabbat dinner on Friday at L'Italia, but I think I'll just ( Read more... )

Made the unfortunate mistake of getting on the scale at work today (and can someone explain to me why the fuck a mental health office needs a scale in each bathroom? We don't weigh our clients, ever). It was bad. Very, very, very, bad. Like, I have never weighed this much in my life bad. Ideally I would get my jaw wired shut, but somehow I don ( Read more... )

Temps in the 80s today. I'm so ready for summer. I'm tired of freezing. I want nice warm weather and breezes in the house and all that ( Read more... )