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 "i'm happy but i don't enjoy it?" i'm flipping my shit man...i don't know what i'm working for, i don't know where my efforts are going...my head is definitely as my grandpa would always say, missing a screw. definitely not on there secure. it's about to fall off at some point here if i keep at it. i don't know why i'm dangling this in front of me ( Read more... )

 but it's wrong when i'm blank. it's all wrong when the sky is just still. how is it that i'm happy, i'm happy floating...cloud nine they call it but i'm blank. i'm drawing a blank. 

 i a little bit miss my sad eyes, but i'll take this i'll take being happy for a while. we kiss and every kiss is like our first. you say it's right, i say it's right. never has anything been so right. i a little bit miss my tortured head full of everything i couldn't escape, those sad words you'd said....but i'll trade that for something we both ( Read more... )

I AM THE HAPPIEST I HAVE BEEN IN....SERIOUSLY.......theeeee longest time. actually i don't think i've ever been happier. it all fell into place perfectly

She was better for you--I don’t mean to put a damper on your love, that lover, your love child ( Read more... )

good god, but the really, the ONLY thing that comes to mind when i put this weekend together is...what.the.fuck. i couldn't even tell you if it was good or bad or what. a little much if anything. im going to sleep for one hour and after that, hide my computer and do my homework. oh my goodness.

i think i'd like to have next few nights to be quiet nights in...but then again, i'm so antsy! eeee. thursday=6lounge? friday:haley girl time & VD! love. saturday: i choose you. i will watch movies and make collages and maybe cook! voila! and sunday....school werk. boo.

i give up. my puppy is the only thing that keeps me happy.

you always know now. im so shocked. i feel so stupid.

sometimes, id rather have been the victim -- you know, im immune to it now. im not a bad person! agree with me! my intentions were always something happy. happy is what im constantly striving for. trust this.