I fuycking hate myself, all I do is dissapoiimt my parents. They think I will become worth nothing, just like my brothers. I am going to fucking be something. I may be drunk at the moment but that means shit. I love them, the fucking love me, they know I will do great tthings. I am no idiot. I may be a fucking douche bag sometimes but I fucking get ( Read more... )

Well.. I broke up with another boy, but this was a great boy and I will never say anything bad about him. This is a story he wrote me about us meeting. I like it...

( I'm a fucking idiot you know this? )

I think I purposely try to ruin things that make me happy. It's like I can't be content when things are good. Things must always be wrong... I don't know what to do with myself. I really fucking feel like shit again. Always shit, shit, shit, shit ( Read more... )

Today fucking sucks. I'm pissed off.

FUCK YOU DAD

I'm ashamed of myself. I stay awake till the wee hours of the morning, get hyper, and then go to sleep. I'm getting sick of it. I see no one during the day. AHHHH! When will this end. The sad thing is it's only been 4 days of this and already I feel like I'm going crazy.

Thought: I should go play in the snow.

I must know, are you a myspace whore?

            Where can you release passion, anger, happiness, and frustration all at once? During sex with the opposite sex of course! Why is sex so good? Well, it feels good, makes you feel good, gives life meaning in a way, and you get to show your feelings.
            Done properly ( Read more... )

I'm still not sure if I'm completely ready for a relationship again but I am definitly willing to see ( Read more... )

"You're a clean machine, you sparkle in the sunnn ( Read more... )

I am not much for dateing. I get bored really quickly with a guy. I ( Read more... )

Greed:Medium

Gluttony:Medium

Wrath:Medium

Sloth:Medium

Envy:Medium

Lust:Medium

Pride:High