I have nothing to say. Life is hard. It's hard to also realize you're going to have to work hard for the things you want, or things you want to keep. It's hard losing the things you already had. I still believe life sucks, life is okay right now, I just wish we were better off then where we are. (We - Me and Jeremy.) Apparently, I'm engaged, if you ( Read more... )

Diggity dog, I'm super like my bracelet right now but itsn't really what my mind is on. IT's also my new sweet belt. And... that I got the guy I wanted for a night but I don't even remember it.

I think I've discovered something while making my bed. I deserve to be alone.

I'm pretty upset right now. Sometimes I feel like I'm screwing myself over and the people around me. I don't actually mean to do these things I do. I cannot believe I tried to kill myself or whatever. With all the suicidal people I have been around, attempts, and actualities, what the fuck was I thinking! There was no thinking since it's not even a ( Read more... )

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So it's 3 in the morning and I've just gotten back from babysitting and I'm sitting here eating my froot loops. I shall never get pregnant until I'm like 30 or something when I don't want to live anymore because thats what happens; you don't live for youself anymore, you live for your kid/s. Gross. So, I was also thinking, is it froot loops or ( Read more... )

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill ( Read more... )

Why are guys so stupid and assume they know everything... well some guys. They just assume shit when they know one little tad bit of information. It's... frustrateing. So, who is cool right now? Not many. For sure... what the fuck.

I'm a blank.
I can't prove myself
I can't explain myself
I can't understand myself
Everything is just fucked up

Why couldn't this have waited.
I need my time. I wanted to be free and that doesn't mean sleeping around, I am just too fucked up to be something with someone. God damn this world.

Sorry, I have no room for you in my life. I'm a pathetic peice of shit that you shouldn't have gotten mixed up in. You knew me, you knew of the things I've done, why did you pursue me? You should have stayed away. Why the fuck does all this shit have to happen. There is no joy in me.