a year ago, i would not be able to fathom the reality i'm now immersed in.

i'm an almost catholic, 19-year-old highschool teacher STILL living in the united states.

and i'm just a kid.
i'm really just a whiney little baby.
which is why i've posted in my livejournal, where i used to spend a great deal of my time - when i was a younger, whiney little ( Read more... )

i just laugh when the ground feels firm.

phoenix lives in nashville now and greg is in jail and maybe i've been a little bit confused for a long time.
learning learning learning.

Gone, I say and walk from church ( Read more... )

ain't gonna study war no more!!

four months ago, all my friends were preschoolers.
now all my friends are middle-aged men!
(and also asa)

i'm a teacher again, starting monday. all right!

i'm excited about new year's eve.
...

what?

i.really.like.my.new.friends.
i really like my best friend.

things have seemingly cleared up really fast.
and i'm making (things make) more sense.
and i don't feel guilty.
and i feel like i want to be better.

and i think i am better.

but. hey.
"christianity" - please, don't mess this up.

so we'll skip school and find a community ( Read more... )

and the presence of a transcendent god is overwhelming.

sometimes all it takes is two or three of us.

alleluia.
say for me: love.
this is everything.

i'm finally getting a little uncomfortable.