so today i found out i will definately not have a job next year ( Read more... )

so its official ( Read more... )

wanting, wishing, waiting..
always telling myself it will be okay..

always disappointed

oh yeah... and the rye grass growing in the modge-podged pot in my room died :(

do you ever find yourself in a deja vu situation? not the club in kzoo... like that kind of situation where you know you should have known better. you should have seen it coming. i think i trust too much. i think i just give people the benefit of the doubt, and forgive too easily. i need to surround myself with people that i actually can trust ( Read more... )

Happy New Years (:


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i decided that once again i suck at making friends. everyone at my school has officially joined a click- except for me. there was a staff bb game tonight and i didnt realize it was an Everyone goes to it think, and not one of my "friends" told me they signed up to help out. suddenly i went from part of the group that goes walking and out to eat ( Read more... )

my friend julia is in town from arizona and we want to go out dancing to crazy 8's next saturday... wanna come? or do you have any fun suggestions? let me know (: i havent hung out on the east side for a while, im excited (:

so, here i am, at 3:40am. i was sooo tired from my first full week at work, that ran over an hour b/c we had lock-down at our school, that i actually laid down to take a "nap" and woke up 7 hours later in the middle of the night. yep... my times are all screwed up now. I havent been awake at night for like months. teaching is seriously draining ( Read more... )

so i heard a rumor about apple picking... if it hasnt already happened i Definately want to know when it does (:

No school today! And I got paid!

Lets go out and do something fun today, what do you say?