Someone wishes that I wasn't around as often. I can't think of anything more apparent that proves that I have failed in being a decent, honest, kind person.
you have not failed in being a decent, honest, kind person. i know it hurts right now. but by doing what you did, in the long run is more decent, more kind and more honest than not doing it. i know you're beating yourself up over it. but you know it was the right decision for you and for him. you did something very hard, and you're not getting the props you deserve for it and you're not giving yourself a break. unfortunately in life, things are never easy and it's so hard to please everyone. you could have pleased him, but you wouldn't have been happy. in this one life, we have to make ourselves happy first. you are WONDERFUL. being around you makes my life better and everyone elses too. he's having a tough time right now accepting that you didn't feel the same about him, and it makes it tough for him to be around you and accept that he's not going to have that position in your life. it's not a condemnation of you of a person at all. i LOVE you, and i'm in really good company.
Thanks so much. Shan and Kevin, I'm sending the warmest thoughts in your direction. You are my online lovers and offline sweet bird and silly disease. Hmm, it made sense. But only slightly. Love love love love love sent out to you.
darlin, if that is supposed to prove that you are a failure as a good person, i am *fucked*. you are just about the definition of an upstanding, excellent human being, as far as i have been able to tell. but what do i know, maybe you keep a big thick stack of child porn under your bed. inter-racial s&m child porn.
we may have fought in the past but I've never thought of you as being a bad person; you just make mistakes like anyone else and there's nothing wrong with that. I don't know what happened in this situation but just the mere fact of someone not wanting you around anymore is not an indication that you've failed as a nice, kind person. sending hugs and love your way, I would love to go and meet up with you at your coffeeshop
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you have not failed in being a decent, honest, kind person. i know it hurts right now. but by doing what you did, in the long run is more decent, more kind and more honest than not doing it. i know you're beating yourself up over it. but you know it was the right decision for you and for him. you did something very hard, and you're not getting the props you deserve for it and you're not giving yourself a break. unfortunately in life, things are never easy and it's so hard to please everyone. you could have pleased him, but you wouldn't have been happy. in this one life, we have to make ourselves happy first. you are WONDERFUL. being around you makes my life better and everyone elses too. he's having a tough time right now accepting that you didn't feel the same about him, and it makes it tough for him to be around you and accept that he's not going to have that position in your life. it's not a condemnation of you of a person at all. i LOVE you, and i'm in really good company.
you should love you too.
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with monkeys.
but seriously, you win.
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