I started talking to Amber (purple hair girl) again. I would say more but I'm tired and this subject is gonna require more energy than I have now.

I'm not going to be able to hide how broken i feel right now. This is some fucking highschool shit all over again.

so yeah i thought i found this wonderful girl named Bri. turns out i'm just a number. way to fucking go eric you always find the winners....

so now that I was done with females it seems they are oh so eager to be with me. it makes no sense. I'm not kidding i just don't get it. There is Heidi, Samantha, Brianna, Ali, and a girl at work wants to set me up with one of her friends. What the hell? now granted I'm only guessing on Ali but every time i see that little smile i just can't help ( Read more... )

i feel so stupid, i was jealous. jealous that i wasn't good enough to be the guy. it was stupid to let that get to me. I just feel so stupid sometimes when stuff like this happens. so fucking stupid.

It's been forever since I've been in high school and yet i always find myself in this position. I always end up the guy friend. The guy that the girls talk to about other guys while I sit there being single for the rest of my goddamn life. Fuck that, and fuck them and fuck this high school rerun. I'm sick of being overlooked for every jock and ( Read more... )

Yes I'm talking about you Amber. Also known as purple hair girl. I still think about her, I still miss her. Every time I think about her my heart just hurts. It feels so heavy when i think about her. Not telling her I loved her when I had the chance is the only thing i regret in my life so far. I've been stuck on her for 4 years. I can't even like ( Read more... )

So I'm back in school, again. This time I can't screw up, like at all. And for those of you that didn't know I'm going for psychology. I kinda figured it takes one to know one lol. But seriously it's something I think i've always been good at and something I could actually see myself doing for the rest of my life. One catch. I'd be going for my ( Read more... )

So i had a job at CC's, that is until i didn't go to work today and didn't call in. I'm pretty sure i'm fired. This isn't like me. What the hell. I don't know what i'm doing at all. I failed out of ULL this semester too. Everything is my fault. I'm smarter than this. I'm better than this. What the fuck. I bet i was supposed to die in that crash my ( Read more... )

yep, still here. i need a job, but i hate job hunting. Anyone wanna come? Or anyone got a job for me?

anyone want me?