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Blank. Don't feel anything. Supposed to? Maybe. Yes. Supposed to. Can't find a proper reaction. Guilty? For being the source of another human's troubles? Ah, that seems to be the norm these days. Offended for being said source? Too arrogant to think such things. Empty. Yeah, nothing is there. Sorry ( Read more... ) -
High School Comes to Its End
I was just putting up my badminton team photo on my wall, and I realized how ironic it was for me to finally start decorating the walls of this room my senior year after having lived here for a decade. I'm going to be out of here in three and a half months. Honestly, I am afraid. I fear being homesick and incapable of taking care of myself. I ( Read more... ) -
What is considered fair in communication?
Am I wrong to equal openness from her as I share? Or is that my own choice, to tell her things. Am I being unrealistic with my expectations? It feels like I tell her everything about my life; all my secrets, feelings. However, she divulges considerably less in return. I am sure it's not because she has nothing to share-- she has admitted that ( Read more... ) -
Christmas
Today was pretty uneventful. A few family members came for a small dinner. Then we saw The Curious Case of Benjamin Button which is now my favorite movie of all time. It makes me feel a lot of things. I cried and almost cried seven times (yes, I kept track). I love things that move me, whether it be a movie, book or person. Yeah. I'm on my ( Read more... ) -
Procrastination, Again
Today was quite the dreary day. I stayed up until four because I went to McDonald's with my brother, as a homage to our usual thing in the summer, before he went back to school. Prior, he came back pretty drunk and crashed into my room. He started lecturing me, and I was quite annoyed. Towards the end, however, what he was saying made sense, ( Read more... ) -
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Oh, what the hell. All of my posts were cut under that link. If that does not scream creepy perv with a vendetta against teletubbies, I don't know what does. If I could only figure out how to change that.
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ISFP
That is what I am. A total Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving person. I was just watching House M.D. where Thirteen almost died. I was screaming "Nooo!" at the TV and my mom was asking me what was wrong.
I have always sucked with transitions.
Thanksgiving break is going by so quickly. It's already Tuesday night, and I have done zero ( Read more... ) -
First RPF
I'm not longer a RPF virgin! Oh deary me. I couldn't help it. The fudgin' idea sat on my face all night, and I barely slept. When I finally did write it, it took me like three hours longer than the expected five minutes. Time for me to light up the piece of paper I wrote my ideas on; no one can knooow ( Read more... ) -
Passive-Aggressive Behavior
That's what I fudgin' have. I'm passive-aggressive. I have come to realize this after a long night and morning of self-evaluation. Instances of my tendencies are screaming out of me. Like when I gave this girl I had a crush on a Christmas gift with a paper star-mixed in with a good 495 others-that side I liked her. I figured, if she finds ( Read more... ) -
Music of June/July
I forgot to post for June so I shall combine the months. I avoided listening to music because I am afraid of getting sick of Tegan and Sara. My love is too deep for that to happen.
Favorite Songs:
1.) She Doesn't Get It (Acoustic) - The Format
2.) A-Punk - Vampire Weekend
3.) Sad Song - Au Revoir Simone
4.) Middle Middle - Daphne Loves Derby
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