well... there's not much going on in my life, merry just popped out a baby that looks exactly like cori except its a girl, i'm still looking for a job and jordan and i are well. we shall be going up to the good ol nh next month * i get to be home for my birthday! * and um... that's pretty much the news ( Read more... )

I am so horribly bored. And I thought New Hampshire sucked. There is nothing here for me to do, I'm not important to anyone other than Jordan here.. I have no friends, no job, no school, there is nothing. I am just another house wife waiting for her husband to come home day in day out ( Read more... )

so last night was a bad drunken night tonight is another drunken night ( Read more... )

what the hell happened last night? wake up on a trampoline with someone underneath you wobble drunken luckily there's an empty chair someone's yelling you're being told to shut up next thing you know you're on a curb of god knows what street waiting for someone to come pick you up unfortunately aadd only had two drivers last night looked like an ( Read more... )

i have like five million bug bites... jordan and i are investing in venus fly traps they're so neat! : P ( Read more... )

why do we let this silence thicken as we sit here quietly screaming at the other for not saying what is on their mind if we love so why is there such an empty space between kisses- if we don't struggle we are doomed to fate ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if god cursed me with a tongue that would spite me no matter what i say
it seems sometimes no matter what happens something always fucks up and im left feeling like i did something wrong
and silence screams tones of words i fear too much to say
i don't know why i even fucking bother to be nice about it

:) jordan and i found an apartment!!! we go and sign the lease tomorrow i am so excited!!! and i got a job! and jordan's mom sent us a vacuum and some silverware that we got today ( Read more... )

not too much to say, went out saturday night to a bar/pool hall/ i guess you could call it club place... jordan's friends from work wanted to take him out as a sort of pseudo bachelor party thingy i dunno they just bought him a lotta drinks and he got semi drunk ( Read more... )

so... i got married today! woo! i am now a mrs! its an odd process getting married you fill out all this paperwork and then you wait and it gets processed and then you get a certificate and then you go and have a little ceremony he fills out more papers hands em to you mails some stuff out badabingbadaboom you're married ( Read more... )