guess what ( Read more... )

ha! so all these swirly vortex type thoughts in my mind of hmmmmm... hmmm ( Read more... )

so saturday was jordan's 22nd birthday YAAAAAAY! we went to raleigh to see his friend eric dj at a club called the berkley cafe we didn't leave until like 230 in the morning... and jordan pretty much MADE me dance.. *well i made him a stupid ass promise but whatever it's his fault* and he got pretty drunk *vodka tonic after vodka tonic after vodka ( Read more... )

have you ever wanted to say something but didn't have the guts to say it? have you ever wondered how the other person would react if you did ( Read more... )

i flipped out last night. i broke down, almost cried. it's like there's some monster within me trying to sabotage everything i want. how many things of my own have i broken for this beast? somehow i must learn to control this within myself so everyone else stops running away.. i dont want to be left alone ( Read more... )

.... because i just ate a tuna fish sandwich... (har har har) its good for ya ( Read more... )

great now one of my friends is pissed off because i had a bad day where i had like a million and one people pulling me in different directions and i made a bad comment about him telling me he loves me ( Read more... )

so jordan (read last post to explain his exsistence) and i went to target today wooo! i got new comfy sandals i like em and jone's black cherry soda i tell ya what it goes well with vodka mmmm vodka's like my best friend... well next to merry ha ( Read more... )

its freakin hot! hahaha to everyone in new england : p lol check out my hot little goth chicky ( Read more... )

if you think bingedrinking and going back to your anorexic ways is taking care of yourself you may want to take a damn good look at your perspectives on life my friend why is just being good to yourself so god damned hard? do you want to live your whole life as scum at the stagnant bucket of water you call your existance ( Read more... )