so yeah not much has been going on ok alot has but i'm sure almost all you know about it so yeah. so me and brandi aren't together anymore that was back in january but things are still really good with us... uhmm i had a crush on starz but things just didn't work out and i think it's better this way.... i love that girl she's the best... uhmmm went ( Read more... )

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somwtimes i just wish things would work the way i'm tryin to get them to work..... i wish we were closer just like you and others, i am trying to be there so much am i trying to hard? am i not trying enough? maybe i'm just not meant to be the close one to you..

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Outage of 2005

During the outage I bought a smal Eastern European nation.

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so i'm single and yeah i'm doing really good actually and i added a user pic so enjoy <3

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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did some talking got shit out things lookin a lil better but gunna see a specialist to get things all straight.. i really pray that it works and things go back to the way they were meant to be... can't go on with such a change it would kill me... lets see what the doc says

then why do i feel so alone i feel empty, worthless, like i could just fade away into the darkness and no one would notice.sorry i'm not looking for pity or anything just putting my feelings down...