officially a failure, cant seem to complete anything or even do anything properly. have gone nowhere and am going nowhere..........

seems no matter where i go it follows me. sometimes i wonder tho if i went away would it stop? would i even be missed or would so many be relieved that im gone? i really think it would be so much better without me in the picture....

 for some reason i am rediculously horrible about keeping in touch with people..... i dont know why and i get the feeling i let good friendships slip away, any of you out there that still read this that i havent gotten ahold of or talked to in awhile im so fucking sorry dude i never meant to let shit slip away and honestly i think about you all im ( Read more... )

so i checked out the navy website and it looks like i can be making a pretty good ammount of money plus get a house and free benefits for chalin.... i can be a mechanic or a MP or anything else in there i can basically learn anythign ive wanted to.... get alot of benefits after i return to civilian life or hell even if i re-enlist.... its very ( Read more... )

same shit different day, me and nikol just over 2 weeks i'm very happy. schools almost out for summer thank god i'm kinda over the whole working on cars with no pay thing but it's what has to be done. me and nikol are going to the peterson museum on friday should be entertaining. and the revolution has began i'm calling out all the children of the ( Read more... )

i asked nikol to be my girl and she said yes! so we are together now and i'm fuckin happy! go me!

seriously wtf why do girls think taylor is good looking that mutha fucker smells yo! and he made out with james from vegas at a roll party i was at in diamond bar.... anyways so yeah me and robin aren't seeing each other anymore now cuz she's not ready for a relationship and i was moving too fast, and by this i guess me being me is uncomfortable, ( Read more... )

well i'm not paranoid it seems my guts have still not failed me. apparently being generous and being how i am is unusual to her and it makes her somewhat uncomfortable i dunno i only paid for lunch and i brought over dinner a few nights just like i would any of you ya know thats me thats bobby you all know that. she's looking for a friends and she' ( Read more... )

things seemed to be going good i hope they still are when i'm with her i'm sooo happy and she seems to be also, i can tell she likes me and all that but she doesn't call like she used to and she doesn't text me like she used to either it's kinda like the if i don't call take a hint rule from that list of the 50 things girls wish guys knew. i dunno ( Read more... )

omg so i'm totally into robin and i asked her out and she said yes and all that fun stuff and we talk all the time either on aim or through txt messages or on the phone. sux cuz this weekend was easter and she had had plans so that was a bust on taking her out so i'm guessing next weekend for sure i sooo hope. i just really want and hope that ( Read more... )