i've been reading some friend journals and realized that no matter how much I'm willing to try, they don't call upon me to help. So should I stop offering help? I feel so useless!! I feel so empty! There is a part of me missing.

tonight I was going through my journals and here are a few things that I wanna keep somewhere, so I'm putting them here ( Read more... )

ok, well I think I'm just in an tuff emotional state cuz I was really depressed friday night to Monday night and then it was gone. I don't understand...maybe cuz my parent's were gone and I had nothing to do at home but think. And any one who knows me should know that it's not a good thing to leave me alone to think, cuz then bad things happen. I ( Read more... )

forcing myself to stay awake....and myspace isn't working...so I'm putting this on here!
Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have?"

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well, I think I've found someone that I really like, but Idunno how he feels about me really. I know he likes me, but idunno if it's enough to take the next step to becoming "an item"...I'm kinda hoping so, but I know he'll never ask...so I'm gunna ask him the question...probably by Monday I'll let you all know if something good has actually ( Read more... )

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just watched that movie....really good!! Makes you think...all movies make you think, but I love the ones about love and changing your life for the better! It makes me wanna do it too ( Read more... )

People with depression (or who seem to think they have it) need someone to take charge and come to their rescue (because it's obvious that they won't do it for themselves...they may ask for it, but that's it ( Read more... )

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HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
you would think that a normal person is happy on their birthday, but I don't feel too happy. I'm extremely tired and my body is acting really weird. My head aches are getting worse, which sucks...but hopefully my day will get better...time to check on my cake!!