I am going to have a baby! I thought that Chris and I were finished having children. I wanted more down the road but this was not the best year. I began working at The Rock and I am involved in a program that trains me and it lasts until October. Jackie is getting married in October and I am the matron of honor and I will be very very pregnant then ( Read more... )

Much has happened since my last post. I have graduated school and now I am looking for a salon to work at. I have been practicing guitar and singing everyday. I have played in front of my friends and family at my birthday party and everyone loved it!! Its too good to be true. I have had a couple of offers to help me with recording a demo and ( Read more... )

I havent been around much to write anything. Much has changed though. I am still taking voice lessons but with a new teacher. Still taking guitar. I am also learning how to speak Russian. Its amazing. My friend Kety from the country Georgia is teaching me. Its a second language for her. Her brother David is visiting from Georgia and he knows just a ( Read more... )

I had a realization yesterday. It happened so quickly. The girls in my class were talking about a boyfriend who gets really emotional to the point where she sometimes doesnt want to deal with it. I started to think about Chris and his emotions and thought about this boyfriend and imagined him being emotional and I realized that Men have emotions! I ( Read more... )

I got my BRACES OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so happy! Its very strange, but I am sure I will adjust quickly. Its been exactly a year sinc I got them on. I just can't believe it. I have wanted a nice smile ever since I can remember being aware that I even have a smile. My teeth has some spaces in them and then when I was twelve or so my front tooth was ( Read more... )

I am feeling pretty shitty today. Chris calls it manic but I hate that word because it associates me with craziness. I'm not crazy, just having a bad day. It happens. The 3 huge nasty hickies on my neck have something to do with my wonderful composition today. I swear that I will never allow him to kiss my neck again. EVER EVER EVER> Mark my words ( Read more... )

My voice teacher complimented me tonight in the best way ever. I played guitar and sang for her for the 1st time and she said it was beautiful. my lyrics were lovely and flowed so nicely, she said I am filled with talent, and music will be my life. She said my pitch it excellent and in 6 months I will be so suprised how far I am. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I ( Read more... )

So the funniest thing happened to me today. I took the kids to the park to play. We were the only ones there. I brought my guitar with me to practice while they played. A little while had passed and a school of kids walked over from a near by church to play. Before I even knew it I was surrounded by children asking me to play a song. Good thing I ( Read more... )

I had my second voice lesson last night. When I was younger I went to this woman Sheila Barnes for lessons. She is Canadian but was taught voice many years ago in Holland. She is easy going, somewhat of a hippi and knows her stuff. I like her ( Read more... )

I am bored out of my freakin mind!!!!I have no motivation, and did I mention I am so bbbbbbboooooooooooreeeeeeed! I began voice lessons yesterday. It was fun. She said I had a nice voice I just needed to learn more control. Just! Its going to take some time before I can sing well. I have been doing it the wrong way for so many years. Its been ( Read more... )