Havent felt much like writing lately. I have been having many mood swings, and I sort of step outside myself and watch but I somehow cannot do anything about them ( Read more... )

So I have basically been so busy with myspace that I have had no time for lj. I have had lj for like 4 years now...it seems wierd to type into something else. More of my friends have myspace and thats deffinetly cool. I am skipping school today because I leave for IL tomarrow for 10 days. I need time to pack. I have put it off because a part of me ( Read more... )

The answer was "NO!" It should have said, "Not in a million years, you had your chance and you ruined it for yourself." Hopefullness is useless, and now all thats left is dissapointment. I never in my life imagined it to be this way. It was always something different in my mind. But the reality is always present and the outlook is something to be

So last night I had another dream about my infinite dream man. It bugs me so badly that I can't figure out what its all supposed to mean. Then on the way home i switched to a station that had hero playing. Is that a coincidence? I really want to know what to do with the information ( Read more... )

Thats the book I am currently reading..well I read like 6 at any given time..but that book is the one that holds my highest interest. The book is amazing...I dont have words to express how much I love it. I havent come across anyone yet who has read it and had anything negative to say..but I have heard that many people disagree especially ( Read more... )

I just watched a kick ass movie. It had Demi Moore as the lead character. I am not a big fan of her but it was a killer movie. I love those movies that put you into a certain mood. It totally wasnt anything that I expected. It was better than I originally thought. It made me jump several times and my heart was pounding while I got chills up and ( Read more... )

I have always said you couldnt pay me enough to go back to high school and I mean it, but never have I felt the true meaning of that until now. I literally go to Cosmetology school with a bunch of high school student who create more drama for themselves than they know what to do with. Everyday someone is saying something to piss someone of and ( Read more... )

I hate and love the feeling of wanting to get up and leave on a dime. Literally. I could totally just get up and go right now. For no particular reason at all. I think it would be fantastic to go on a trip all by myself. To rely totally on myself. To have an adventure of my own. But I am here and my life is grounded..its what i wanted. But ( Read more... )

School is going well. Some of the girls in the class are cool. Some of the I could seriously live without ever knowing them. Passing all my tests so far. WHoo hoo. Valentines Day is coming up here pretty soon. I know half of what I am doing for Chris...but better not discuss it over LJ cause he might read it. he he he. Not much to say really. I ( Read more... )

I dont really know why I was so sad when I heard the news. I didnt hear it from her...it was someone who barley knows her and I barely know this person. That kind of stings. It almost doesnt seem right. But on the other hand one has to move on with there life sooner or later. In this case it was sooner ( Read more... )